Funny title but it describes where I am right now

Am 25, with a masters degree, out of status living in the US way past my student visa and work permit duration. Severly in debt because of the college tuiton. Unable to go home coz there is really nothing there. Just trying to earn a living while getting adjusted to the new and severe xynaphobia that has become the United States,
Thought this is going to be a nice place where I can bitch and rant and talk about things I would normally not tell anybody.
So yeah its friday and its time to get drunk and for a moment with some money in my account forget that I am the outsider